You’ve chosen card #4 which is this card:
4 of Pentacles
The 4 of Pentacles can swing both ways. When in alignment, it can indicate that you’re prioritizing security and stability. Whether that’s saving up money for a rainy day, or scheduling me-time ahead so you don’t get overwhelmed. When it’s out of balance, however, your need for control can get… a bit out of control. Micromanaging everything and everyone is not only impossible, it’s also very draining. So try to catch yourself early when that happens.